Relationships Need Work

Relationships take work. That’s why I love spending time with my hubby. It’s a way to connect and tune out the rest of the world for a while. What are some ways you like to nurture your relationship? Even downloading Words With Friends or Yahtzee With Buddies and taking a half hour to play with your partner while you chat is a cool way to spend time together. It doesn’t take much but it DOES take something to keep relationships strong and healthy!

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Reach Out

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Physically Present But Mentally Gone

Last night before bed I had a mini meltdown. I’m not sure what triggered it. Out of nowhere I had an anxiety attack and a spurt of crying afterwards. Then I woke with this heavy feeling today and just can’t shake it.

Randomly getting tightness in my chest and strong anxiety all day along with really deep depression. I’ve had no desire to do anything even though it’s been so nice outside. If I let myself I’m pretty sure I could sit on the couch and just stare off into space for hours on end. It’s happened several times.

I drift off and I don’t hear anything even though the tv is on and the dogs are romping around in front of me. It’s as if I’m suddenly paralyzed and deaf and am completely numb and emotionless. I usually don’t snap out of it until one of the dogs jumps up on me. The physical jolt seems to ground me or something.

It’s so hard to put into words what this feels like. All I know is that I hate it and my heart goes out to anyone with bipolar and has issues with disassociation.

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Grown Up Troubles

Question – Do you know how to create a sexual connection so strong that your man is calling in sick to work and cancelling his plans so that he can spend more time with you? or…do you just hope deep down inside that he would.

Another question – are you able to turn your guy on so much that he brags to his friends about you?

And do you use different sex techniques and positions or do you use the same few repeatedly?

Not sure about you but I’d love to have a man who’s completely obsessed with me. I’m not a fan of jealousy but I do think it would feel nice to have a guy get a bit uptight if another guy was staring at me. A guy who loves to rip my clothes off as soon as we get home because the sexual tension gets so strong when we’re together.

I’d love to be in a relationship like that. And I think I’m like a lot of other women when I say that I really have no idea how to make all that happen. I don’t know how to build sexual tension to make my husband crave me and I don’t know what sexual techniques will light the passion in him to keep him hooked. I wish I could just look at him and turn him on with just my eyes. Like if we are out for supper somewhere, I’d love to be able to make him hard from across the table.

But I can’t do any of this. And being a plus size woman makes it all that much harder. Skimpy, revealing lingerie is not an option for me because nothing fits my body. And a lot of the various sex positions just aren’t doable because my tummy gets in the way.

There are tons of websites that have great information to help spice up your sex life but it all just repeats. It’s all the same stuff. It would be great if I could find things directed to bigger girls. If I only had the answers then I’d make a website myself!

But I don’t. Which is why I’m stuck in a place where nothing is spicy. And I love my spice! Definitely not a fan of anything bland. Time to get creative I guess and add some new things to my toybox 🍭

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