It Sucks That …

… I will have to fight this my entire life. It friggin’ sucks.

I believe that there is no real cure for mental illnesses. I have clinical depression, bipolar disorder and an anxiety disorder. These things won’t ever go away. I will have good weeks, good months, even good years.

But
eventually I will have relapses and sink back to that dark hole I had finally just crawled out from. I will have to fight this battle for achieving wellness everyday of my life.

And that sucks.
I hate fighting. Why does there have to be so much fighting??

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About Secret Stains

I wanna do something that matters, say something different, something that sets the whole world on it's ear. i wanna do something better with the time I've been given and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life to prove I was here. I apologize if I seem absent minded sometimes. Sometimes I forget I'm still awake and say things out loud. Inside I am beginning to burst at the seams. There are so many secrets ... so many scars ... so many stains. This is me. Welcome to my world.
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