Directionless

Sometimes I hate all day … sometimes I hate all night
Sometimes I hate everything but sometimes that’s alright – right?
Gotta get a grip …. 

I should not be feeling the way that I do. But how does one control the wide range of emotions that keep hitting you 24/7? Directionless. That’s it. And impatient. My life will have more of a clear direction by the end of this month. It could go either way. I may end up heartbroken; I may end up with my dreams coming true. Only 2 ways things can go, but I have to wait and see.

While everyone around me has dreams coming true, new adventures, new jobs, new relationships, new homes, new friends, and brand new goals and dreams, I feel stuck.

Motionless. Not moving forward. Backward. Not even moving to the side. I’m stuck.

Not knowing where to step next.

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About Secret Stains

I wanna do something that matters, say something different, something that sets the whole world on it's ear. i wanna do something better with the time I've been given and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life to prove I was here. I apologize if I seem absent minded sometimes. Sometimes I forget I'm still awake and say things out loud. Inside I am beginning to burst at the seams. There are so many secrets ... so many scars ... so many stains. This is me. Welcome to my world.
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One Response to Directionless

  1. kat says:

    i’m so sorry your’re stuck. just try not to drown. keep treading, something will give.

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