I’m Over It

I’ve had hard times before (that’s kinda the biggest understatement ever) and it didn’t last forever. I’ve gone through periods in time where I feel angry and hurt and furious and devastated and on and on and on. All because of a sentence or a single word or even just a look. Something is done (or not done) and I get really hurt by it. It usually eats away at me inside and I suffer way to much because of someone else. And the majority of the time the other person has no idea how much they have made me hurt. 

What I’m doing this time though is trying to deal in a more healthy way because I am not letting my hurt feelings destroy me. Im not running from the pain, instead I am taking off my mask and reminding myself that no one should have that kind of power over me. No one should be able to hurt me as much as this without even being around me…. 

it sucks and it hurts like hell. Im not blaming anyone, and I am not saying that this is anyone’s fault. I am just being real and admitting that I am very hurt and torn up inside. 

But I will be ok. 


About Secret Stains

I wanna do something that matters, say something different, something that sets the whole world on it's ear. i wanna do something better with the time I've been given and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life to prove I was here. I apologize if I seem absent minded sometimes. Sometimes I forget I'm still awake and say things out loud. Inside I am beginning to burst at the seams. There are so many secrets ... so many scars ... so many stains. This is me. Welcome to my world.
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