My Warped Jumble Of Thoughts 

Sometimes I wish I could escape from my own mind. The thoughts that run through are so darn mixed up. 

I know it’s ridiculous for me to be feeling the way I am tonight. There is no logic behind it. But the feelings are so real. I have a deep feeling of dread and I’m not sure why but I’m convinced that tomorrow is going to be a really bad day. I have nothing planned for tomorrow. No appointments or meetings and no expectations for anything. David is working in the morning and it’s just going to be another average day. But I don’t want to go to bed tonight because my gut is telling me that tomorrow is going to suck. It’s one of the worst feelings ever. 

I read some statistics that said that 600 dogs will be adopted tomorrow. 35,000 balloons will be sold and 800,000 packs of skittles will be bought. Pointless things. I know. Meh. Maybe I will go buy a pack of skittles tomorrow and then I can taste the rainbow. When you live such a dull, boring life something as simple as a pack of skittles can bring someone like me a lot of joy. 

Maybe if I get some skittles tomorrow then my day might not suck as much. 


About Secret Stains

I wanna do something that matters, say something different, something that sets the whole world on it's ear. i wanna do something better with the time I've been given and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life to prove I was here. I apologize if I seem absent minded sometimes. Sometimes I forget I'm still awake and say things out loud. Inside I am beginning to burst at the seams. There are so many secrets ... so many scars ... so many stains. This is me. Welcome to my world.
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3 Responses to My Warped Jumble Of Thoughts 

  1. PattiP0414 says:

    I hate when I get those feelings! Trust your gut. If it is not work related, could it have something to do with a loved one? When I get them, they are almost always centered around family. 😟

    I hope it turns out to be nothing except maybe indigestion. Sending positive energy your way!! 🙂


  2. manyofus1980 says:

    those feelings are all too familiar for me unfortunately! I hope you ended up buying skittles. X

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