Author Archives: Secret Stains

About Secret Stains

I wanna do something that matters, say something different, something that sets the whole world on it's ear. i wanna do something better with the time I've been given and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life to prove I was here. I apologize if I seem absent minded sometimes. Sometimes I forget I'm still awake and say things out loud. Inside I am beginning to burst at the seams. There are so many secrets ... so many scars ... so many stains. This is me. Welcome to my world.

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Permission

You are allowed to not participate in Christmas. For real. To opt out. In all the ways. In the ways that matter to you. You are allowed to say no to invites. To parties. To meals. To conversations. To events. … Continue reading

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I Want You

I want you to moan. I want you to whisper in my ear, pretending like you were trying to hide the sound, like you’re trying to smother it but I still hear it. I want your fingernails to dig into … Continue reading

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How Does Death Make You Feel?

In the midst of the times that I have tried to take my own life, I had no fear. I was not afraid of dying. I was not afraid of pain. I was just not … afraid. But today I … Continue reading

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When I am home alone in my house all day I find my thoughts often get a bit crazy. I think about such strange things that are completely random and I can’t help but wonder where on earth do these … Continue reading

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A Dose Of Cuteness

My brother’s 9 week old beagle puppy. I had a mini photo shoot with this little cutie yesterday and just had to share this. If it doesn’t make you smile then there’s truly something wrong with you 😜

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When you’re a plus size woman, people like to say “yeah, she’s cute in the face”, as if being full figured is such a disgrace. Honey, I’m cute in the face, and I’m thick in the waist. I look good whether I’m in cotton, leather, or lace. I’m beautiful, vibrant and above all, smart! And there’s more to me than my weight, I also have a heart. Yes my clothes maybe a bigger size, that just means you have access to a bigger prize. We all are not self-conscious about our weight, and we never have a problem getting a date. I’m a hot, sexy, curvy woman with a figure that’s full :o)

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