Grown Up Troubles

Question – Do you know how to create a sexual connection so strong that your man is calling in sick to work and cancelling his plans so that he can spend more time with you? or…do you just hope deep down inside that he would.

Another question – are you able to turn your guy on so much that he brags to his friends about you?

And do you use different sex techniques and positions or do you use the same few repeatedly?

Not sure about you but I’d love to have a man who’s completely obsessed with me. I’m not a fan of jealousy but I do think it would feel nice to have a guy get a bit uptight if another guy was staring at me. A guy who loves to rip my clothes off as soon as we get home because the sexual tension gets so strong when we’re together.

I’d love to be in a relationship like that. And I think I’m like a lot of other women when I say that I really have no idea how to make all that happen. I don’t know how to build sexual tension to make my husband crave me and I don’t know what sexual techniques will light the passion in him to keep him hooked. I wish I could just look at him and turn him on with just my eyes. Like if we are out for supper somewhere, I’d love to be able to make him hard from across the table.

But I can’t do any of this. And being a plus size woman makes it all that much harder. Skimpy, revealing lingerie is not an option for me because nothing fits my body. And a lot of the various sex positions just aren’t doable because my tummy gets in the way.

There are tons of websites that have great information to help spice up your sex life but it all just repeats. It’s all the same stuff. It would be great if I could find things directed to bigger girls. If I only had the answers then I’d make a website myself!

But I don’t. Which is why I’m stuck in a place where nothing is spicy. And I love my spice! Definitely not a fan of anything bland. Time to get creative I guess and add some new things to my toybox 🍭

Traumatic Visuals

After seeing some pictures my mother in law took of me today during my birthday celebrations, I am horribly disgusted. I feel utterly horrified at how I look. I never allow photos of me to be taken from the neck down and today I was reminded why.

I think I have been traumatized.

When you’re a plus size woman, people like to say “yeah, she’s cute in the face”, as if being full figured is such a disgrace. Honey, I’m cute in the face, and I’m thick in the waist. I look good whether I’m in cotton, leather, or lace. I’m beautiful, vibrant and above all, smart! And there’s more to me than my weight, I also have a heart. Yes my clothes maybe a bigger size, that just means you have access to a bigger prize. We all are not self-conscious about our weight, and we never have a problem getting a date. I’m a hot, sexy, curvy woman with a figure that’s full :o)

I Noticed That You Are Happy With Yourself …

…. Now if only you can teach me how to be happy about myself despite my weight then that would be fantastic!!! 

Because let’s face it…… I will never be at the weight that I want to be. I’m morbidly obese with several hundred pounds that need to be lost so unless some amazing miracle takes place then most likely I will end up dying from something caused by my weight because I have gone through simple to extreme measures to try and get this weight off but I always fail to achieve any truly significant results. I’ve struggled my entire life with my weight and I can’t help but think that maybe if I could get to a place where I can appreciate myself and respect myself for the way I am then maybe then I could see a difference in what I see in the mirror. 

I admire people who are comfortable in their own skin. Even jealous. Because I don’t know what that feels like.