I Noticed That You Are Happy With Yourself …

…. Now if only you can teach me how to be happy about myself despite my weight then that would be fantastic!!! 

Because let’s face it…… I will never be at the weight that I want to be. I’m morbidly obese with several hundred pounds that need to be lost so unless some amazing miracle takes place then most likely I will end up dying from something caused by my weight because I have gone through simple to extreme measures to try and get this weight off but I always fail to achieve any truly significant results. I’ve struggled my entire life with my weight and I can’t help but think that maybe if I could get to a place where I can appreciate myself and respect myself for the way I am then maybe then I could see a difference in what I see in the mirror. 

I admire people who are comfortable in their own skin. Even jealous. Because I don’t know what that feels like.